Boo - urns.
September 22nd, 2010Fuck.
Sorry mom.
Day 30 of my cycle. Negative pregnancy test that morning. Friend drops by last night with her husband and 18 month old to let me know they’re having twins. I don’t even know if I smiled for her. I finally managed to remember to hug her and say congratulations. My brain just kept screaming “why do you get TWO more when I just want ONE more!?” even though they don’t *want* twins. I hold it together until they leave - head into the bathroom and find out I’ve got my period and cry.
I had really just held onto a small sliver of hope that I could call her next week and say I’m pregnant too. It has now been a year without getting pregnant. I’d like my prize now, please.
